I wake up in the morning and say a truthful dua, witnessing Allah as our only Rabb (Lord, Provider, Guardian, Sustainer) with a thirst in my heart for reflecting on His ayat. His Highest Word has become the fuel for the energy that drives my day.
It no longer matters to me how many times I ask for His forgiveness; as long as I do.
I don’t just continuously read, feel and understand the ayat of His Holy Book — but the ayat (signs) in my life and within myself too. I feel protected, calmed and boosted by His speech, living in real Islam (submission), guided and in a state of constant purification; until the moment that my soul my leaves my body. Hoping only for gentleness in that moment.